December 15, 2017 I made an Instagram post saying the following:
“Last week I realized I’m almost halfway to my 26th birthday. That scared me a little bit because I wondered what have I done with my life in 26 years? We’re so bombarded today with things like ‘do what makes you happy,’ and while there’s nothing inherently wrong with doing what makes you happy, is that all there is to my life? At the end of my life do I want to say ‘I lived a happy life’ or do I want to be able to say ‘I lived for others. I gave my life for eternity. I made lives better by being alive.’ Is being a wife, working out, and traveling, the essence of my life? I can’t help but wonder how many people who aren’t happy with their lives are living for less than what they’re called to. As much as I love fitness, all I can think of at this moment is Paul saying, ‘physical training is good, but training for Christ is much better’ (1 Tim. 4:12, paraphrase by me).”
What a world of difference my life is now! Since then, God has completely taken back hold of my heart and given me a fire for him that I’ve never had before. He has guided my life and I’ve followed where I believe he’s led:
In my blog. Sharing my faith openly in my social media life wasn’t easy to do because I assumed nobody really wanted to hear about that kind of thing. However, there have been so many people telling me they enjoy reading what I have to say, and I can only accept that as assurance that God led me to do it and that it’s providing encouragement, motivation, and inspiration for others.
In being open about my faith. I struggled with sharing my faith openly with people, always afraid that I would be offensive. I’ve prayed that God would grant me boldness to share about him. One thing that has been encouraging for me as I’ve progressed in this is that when we tell the truth in love (key word), people are rarely offended.
In mission work. For anyone who read my post about our upcoming mission trip to Africa, you’ll know that it has been on my heart for a long long time, but I had yet to take the leap of faith in doing anything about it. I finally did, though, and God has, of course, provided. But not only that, he’s also strengthened my faith in Him that I would trust him to continue to provide in the future.
In community. Who would have thought that a CrossFit gym would become such a saving grace? I certainly never did. But when Chelsea, one of the co-owners, started a women’s empowerment group, an already solid love for the place grew even more solid. CrossFit, but more specifically, the people who make up the CrossFit gym, has become another family and home away from home.
In my prayer life. This could be a whole separate blog (and I will probably do that soon ). But suffice it to say that at the beginning of this year, I had no trust that God hears or answers my prayers, but he has proved me wrong and very clearly shown me his power through prayer.
God has a lot more brewing in our lives and the lives of those around us right now, and I hope that soon I can tell exciting stories of more things that God has done!
Soli Deo gloria,
Charity